Part two….
Part of the team on our way to meet the kids!
Saturday was great.
It was my first time meeting the kids at the Kirabo Seeds orphanage (the
one Tonya runs) and we took the kids to Wonder
World. Their smiling faces for
seeing this place (that we would have cast off as a parking lot carnival) were
so eye opening.
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John 4:12 stuck out that day, “if we love one another, God abides in us and his
love is perfected in us.” I just
prayed, “Lord God, help me to love well – as you loved me – otherwise how will
people possibly understand your love for them.
Thank you for loving me, for my peace that comes from you. Give me the words please God – and the silent
moments where I listen to the kids & reflect on your work in their life.”
The rest of the team had met the kids, but I
hadn’t. They were shy at first, but
still gave me big hugs.
What I remember most
is how they stuck together. When my kids
are playing at a friend’s house – we are constantly counting, making sure we
know where everyone is (and we don’t have 14 typically!). But I was the only one counting to make sure
we had all 14.
Precious Dennis.
They are expected to stay
together and listen to Phiona, Julie and Robert, and they did just that. They were fast with smiles and quick with
affection. Angela, one of the oldest
girls, 12, stuck pretty close to me that day.
She’s a great reader and was teaching me words around the park (like
Abakyala = woman) J. She was just beautiful. Angela and I.
Paul and Daniel, brothers, both were pretty
shy, but so fun and handsome. It was a
good day.
Sunday
was a hard day. I started the day
praising God for His peace and quiet. I
missed my kids, but I needed that time away, a time of renewal even through the
hard parts. Proverbs 24 spoke to me so
clearly that day.
But then we went to
James’ church and there was no spirit moving in that room. What a day I had longed for….church in
Uganda! The dancing and singing was
beautiful.
But the message was not from
God. I tried and tried to quiet my
spirit and listen for God, but I just couldn’t hear. I tried to listen, but the screaming and
microphone was getting to me.
So I tried
to quiet myself and read God’s word. It
was good, as always, but mostly I just prayed and tried to understand the
English that was being spoken.
(Tonya and Kira, her daughter she adopted from Uganda almost 2 years ago)
Sweet face
As soon
as we walked out of that church I could breathe again.
Daniel and I
God still spoke, and answered prayers, even
in the hard times, He proved trustworthy again.
God began that day to teach me truly the fear of the Lord vs. the fear
of man. That one (fear of the Lord) is
the beginning of wisdom and insight.
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